Tired

.. of holding it all together.
.. of being someone I'm not.
.. of walking on broken glass.
.. of pleading.
.. of cajoling.
.. of nagging.
.. of reminding.
.. of second-guessing.
.. of holding back.
.. of walking the tightrope.
.. of being a hologram.
.. of propaganda.
.. of playing second fiddle.
.. of being the go-to person.
.. of giving in.
.. of giving out.
.. of covering all bases.
.. of keeping the stiff upper lip.
.. of keeping my head held high.
.. of zipping my lips.